Saturday, October 9, 2004

To Hatte Tegnefilm Sang

I love my girlfriend. Oh yes, I do. The mood

God, how beautiful days may yet be? Although with heights, but also with St. Andrew's column depths. But I'll keep it short.

My friend came to me, so I had to interrupt an interesting conversation with Gerold, which made me a bit sour. But what then my room came to light, compensated for this. First of all, my girlfriend looked stunningly good. I had actually gone short the spit and my drive came forward to speak concisely. But there was nothing to drive, because I remembered then that I even wanted to give something and I had not the faintest haze, what could it be this. So I went to the box. She had previously commanded to take everything very slowly. So I had pretty good abfummeln each strip scotch tape until I could remove the first package. Under them are about ten layers of aluminum foil, all with such fun things like "it's fun?", Were "Are you still not ready for?" or "Man, you're slow." were labeled. The shape of the Presents was initially close to a DVD. When I then but the last layer of aluminum foil and a layer of bread wrapping paper away, I saw a plastic wrap that it was just a transparent plastic cover in the form of a DVD case. It was obviously a CD. This I had to also be "sooo slow!" . Unpack I did too. And what was gottverflucht again there? I could not believe it and had my girlfriend at this moment just simply adorable. I would have given her a child, I would not be dedicated to the CD booklet. The Cure - Blood Flowers in the original! I jumped through the air. Literally.

are Afterward we went to eat. Marry, and waitresses in our favorite restaurant was, of course, immediately informed of the special occasion, which meant that we got our food for free. And what one thing: The steak was twice as large as usual. Towards the end I had to fight really going to bring everything down. They said afterwards that I was a glutton and eat a normal person, a 700 g steak in 15 minutes would. No matter. The blood in the disc mixed up fun with the herb butter, which I posted a friendly annoying toddler that immediately began to cry when I said that these were the remains of his grandmother. We then went back before his mother.

gave At Home the usual between human activities would, if a little better today, I think:>

I'm too lazy to write of the annoying things.
Postlobotomische Regards, Dieter
mold.

Diverticulitiswhat To Use

stagnant or drifting slowly to the pre-melancholy.

It's funny to see me here, sit there. I just sit on the chair, his hands in his lap (no jerk, not me!) And listen to Radiohead. After yesterday I had seen Twin Peaks, anyway it was all a bit strange. David Lynch is just great.
But the music and my mood not at all suitable for this really happy day. I smoke excessive than ever, can not calm myself sitting but also employ not really make sense. It is not this trivial boredom that fills me. Rather, emptiness, melancholy, almost. But I do not know why I should feel sorry for me. There is no reason. And yet I always drifting more to the depression, more by the minute. And I must now spend even more with my Ollen the day. Fate has chosen a very kackdreisterweise wrong day. On days I go people usually out of the way around and not endanger others. After Twin Peaks, I would be like if I had had a gun, took to the streets and would have shot people at random, I would not have been so very tired. But the confusion of the film continues.
see that my emotions totally blurred, not be consolidated, have no dividing line? I Dümpel dull moment in front of me. In the head by a thousand, then again a thought. No. I like those moments where I really think nothing. As soon as me but is conscious again, the time has also been destroyed.
God, this song is so nice way of viewers that you could cry. Or is it just in my state? I have not the slightest clue.
Ah, but I've also got a six in French. And it was on a, on a single damn point! How maich the upset. But when I write next week in the vocabulary test is a one, everything is cut and dried. For in the trendy Vokalbeltests I had until now only ones, even in French. It really is not that hard to learn something by heart.
I just hope that my mood is still improved. If it's only for my girlfriend.
The AF I will probably visit not so fast. First, since it is currently not on, and secondly because I did not feel like it. Dazers Forum is structured, it is devoid of any people there and the topics are adequate. Perhaps a few more members and everything is fine.
I also would call today or tomorrow or Philip to open him that he can expect in the next three weeks with me.
I do now closing times for the time being. The water in the bathtub spills almost over and I still want to do my hookah fit.

with indefinable regards, I
.

Savanna Samson Interview

The day of the anniversary.

So, now it's time. I am now 366 days with my Ollen together. Violently if I so remember. Previously, a relationship never lasted longer than two months.

Somehow rocks this morning, and although immensely. In my system droning sound of the melancholy of Radiohead, the outside world is sinking gray in gray, the clouds drift in front of him, I'm home alone and can simply enjoy the autumn, as I like it. That's just the season that best describes my life. I love the fall and winter can not wait.

Great! Now comes my sister is pure and my music loud. I think I beat her to shut up immediately. And this with my MP-stick. Until it is more blood clots than human.

Yesterday I had a very long time again a really nice evening with my Ollen. We lay in bed, and Mucke is simply silent. I wanted to leave at this moment is no longer any way to go. No idea why, it was just beautiful.

jubilant greetings
The Clithanger

Thursday, October 7, 2004

Gated Communities Phoenix

The calm after the storm, or simply an uneventful "Forget me, or I'll eat you" tag?

Miep.
Ultra boring day. I Apart from the fact that I love myself and my blog is nothing worth mentioning. Well, have written French. Hope that it will be the target five. Then I'm Dead sure through this year in terms of French. Next year, MSS is not French ... God listens to the dream on! No more French! YEAH!
But unfortunately, no ethics ... more the subject in which I would have cut off a finger can ...
yes Well, I've just released.

* yawn *
Suckobert

Wednesday, October 6, 2004

Average Size American Woman

If even crappy, then really.

Fuck It's just still sick. I think my stomach goes on strike soon, all at the Gekotze. But I can not change it.
months running the school smoothly, everything. No class entries (at least not significant), no references and no intention kackblöder bollocking for interpretations Poking around me one. But then it must be so today. Somehow I could it to me this morning quite sure that the day will doppelplusungut really correct. The night was short, I shit tired and somehow I had the ungeile feeling that I had closed my eyes just when I woke up. As if I had merely blinked. And since yesterday was already sickening that the day had so pervert too extreme.
I'm so into the school, math first hour there was all clear. No problems.
second hour I had French. I enter the classroom, I see my teacher. Because I was actually pretty good things by the smooth running of the maths lesson and also had gummy bears with me, I asked my teacher as saying: "Mr. Bold, you want a jelly baby" to?. Then he's out so far unexplained and totally unjustified reasons completely disengaged. What am I imagining me because talking with him so if I would do that to any teacher that I should go to the rector and the render times with him, if I'm at home as position would. I would probably give me a special position, I move away of any etiquette, do not integrate, etc. etc. That was about five minutes without interruption Sun Almost. Because I could only ask stunned as bad and I (note my "morbid sarcasm"!) Dangerous life would have done. He could not give me reasons, not the least. The whole class just stared at him confused, absolutely stunned if this choleric attack. The only thing I looked at him with a different look, making him at the right moment was silent. It was the naked hatred. In the quietest, yet most unintentionally threatening tone of voice I said: "Mr. Bold, it's enough. It is good now ...!«. When he then said that it was not good, I repeated the last sentence with an obvious Kampa legend and quite loud. He then held his stupid Schandmaul.
I mean, what is the inside? He no longer gets high, or why he has to cock compared in terms of power with a Sixteen year-old play? And tomorrow I will write your work. I already suspected the note that this emotional judgmental bastard will give me. Top shit, even with a six I'm through. For in German is a very safe one. So ass licking.
But that was not all. It is indeed still a number harder. However, one has, the better my class teacher, a very bad moment chosen. So ethnocentric and blind with cold fury, I was not a long time. For means of said teacher, he would kill me cry.
So I sit there so in ethics (btw... I like my ethics teacher fairly even She is the only one who treated students as people, their own opinion tolerates, and even she wants my class teacher as little like how I do.) and we talk to the teacher about the parents evening on Monday, because she wanted to know what had now been around here. We tell her what was rather unspectacular, and ended at a considerable Beleidungskampanie. But, with level, mind you. We then had a group working to make regarding the destruction ™. We sit down together so the four of our table for four and are about to begin, our teacher is unceremoniously put to us. And then they opened us (Sarah and me) an absolute Hammer: Our dear sir German teachers (including teacher) would have us two weeks ago, before the church saw when we (she made a face and mimicked the voice my master teacher) "Marijuana and strong alcoholic beverages consumed." I fell down the jaw, as well as Sarah's mouth was pretty wide open. Our ethics teacher is the way drug agents. She asked whether the matter which is tuned, which we denied, of course, true. She then said that we should be about, should sit out the cause. Meanwhile, they would settle the matter and create a rumor from the world. Your word in God's ear.
What does the fucking hell is this insidious children fucker anyway? Is there meanwhile discount on impertinence? Had I not reassured by the school and with words (!) "Rationalized," would now be back soon a memorial service to commemorate a teacher announced, and I mean serious. My knife was in fact already opened in my right hand. But I have not noticed that I had taken out there. It was only when I had calmed down, I registered it. I may even sometimes pull off * grml * I am really looking forward
immensely to be traded as a drugs bitch.

blind rage,
Gig

Tuesday, October 5, 2004

Large Beveled Mirror Frame

Boring Dreckstag, coupled with unpleasant disposals.

Why do I see more of these days? I could puke, and that for a month.

The only bright spot, after I had stood, was to Konferrenz with my principal. I hoped for a nice verbal rape with him. Since the man is not rhetorical and untalented has a certain eloquence, the whole thing could have been very funny. He said only that my opinion should have quiet, because my prediction could be verified in principle, I ercshreckende such facts should not but please pass on to the small, as they could possibly fall into anxiety. I then said that she would handle this if it would happen, after which we are in a private setting rather than the possible destruction of men by themselves Well, the man has now won some sympathy points. Narf.

Otherwise today was a rather sad day, as guts, the horny Ficksau, Ur-Admin and stepfather of the Anime Forum today gone from us. In this way:
Thanks, Aline! (Listening to the anger out? I hope so.)

I had to install this afternoon for another two dirt speaker at Vanessa, but otherwise there was really no big events. I Except that I'm back like chatting and my blog dear. Once I have my job, I'll probably pay the Acc. The 25 teeth are not even played very much for one more years.
Did I actually already told about my potential job? No? Then I do it anyway.
So, my mother works so now for some time in a liquor store as a temporary employee. And now she is probably related to the loss of a colleague, a Fetsanstellung obtained. This item is of course its free, I could then take directly. I am, to put it in the words of Hartz VI, now capable of working. Did I mention that Hartz VI is too drastic? Imho they should have take it a bit slower, but with the same goal as Hartz VI, just slowly building. No matter, you can do nothing to work out.

Electrifying greetings
Signed Ficksau Giga, head of the prosecution offices

Addendum:
Why is the series Six Feet Under so outrageously good? I wanted to mention that I like the series. In addition, the opening is incredibly awesome.

Supply Duct Suppliers

article for the school newspaper, but also for others in the core interest.

"And finally closed in the fall, "

I do not know if only I'm such thoughts, or if there is no philosophical, theological or scientific theories, studies or opinions, but I'm to be the only one my age, which generally it does. It is this nagging sense of certainty, of inevitability, meanwhile, makes me busy. Perhaps it is because of my manic-depressive disposition, I know. But I fall more and more faith, or rather the realization that the man was in itself from start to to go down and the fault of their own. When I look at the facts so the historical and scientific progress take into account, it seems certain that the man and the humanity will always doomed.

we see it this way: In the beginning was, according to Big Bang theory, an incredibly tiny granules, in which all matter, space and time were united. Time and space were thus from the beginning a whole. Through the Big Bang, they have indeed apart, separated not. That would mean then that everything was predetermined, and is, for the time would be a whole. The illusion of past and future would be obsolete. But this idea is so strange that most people label him as simply absurd nonsense. Perhaps this is the eternal desire for freedom? After free will be able to act? This vehemence and disallow this unpleasant fact? Granted, I do not like this idea. But I accept it, since I can not resist him. Accordingly, I am so externally controlled. Everything I do here was predetermined, every breath, every step, every thought . So even if I try to break this cycle somehow it would be inevitable. The system would therefore most exactly calculated to explain it to something trivial, and I am powerless. Accordingly, all would be pointless. Well, almost. After all, it is possible to feel happiness. Even if it is really insignificant, this is my opinion, something like the meaning of life. It is to live simply, to vegetate, and be blinded by the illusion of individuality leave. But I can not even convince me. Well, see how others is not my thing.

Nonetheless, the determination of all ultimately the same. But let me elaborate on this idea.

some point were the people. They were scattered all over the planet, in detail, more or less weak clans and tribes. Eventually, inevitably, for some meet and fight each other. For as man is. They destroyed not only themselves and their constituents, but increasingly also their habitat. Eventually, after long Times of war were settled the dispute and you knew about sooner or later, and even cooperated with each other. This scheme now runs through the whole story, unfortunately, with ever increasing dramatic intensity. And where we have arrived? The ozone hole grows and grows, large areas are contaminated with radioactive and uninhabitable. There are now whole world associations of many nations. The EU, NATO and the rest of them. But we will see once in about alleged Future: At some point the earth will be a final two-Ultra-Powers of World War absolutely uninhabitable be ordained, but for all peoples of the earth will be closed. And finally together and walk hand in hand in their demise. Frightening, eh? But that tells us the only true destination, the destination of all existence - to end the determination.

Who could understand these thoughts now, whose hope has now been wiped out entirely and just a feeling of absolute, perfect emptiness is still there, which I welcome in my world where I have to live every day. This finding is

somehow all the same, right? All useless, all without hope, route and destination.

And this feeling is nihilism.

Monday, October 4, 2004

Program Remote Starter To Open Trunk

children fun, parents evening and a new initiative.

Today was a very satisfying day.

was in first instance. Ansich not pretty. But today I had such a nihilistic thrust that the count was probably blasted out of the scale. So I told all the little shit kids, is that people de facto refuse, behaving like a virus, its habitat and wantonly destroyed anyway, is the greatest evil of all. I also added that one man locate there are far too high and good in relation to the universe just a fart in the universe. I have now an appointment with the rector. Top shit happens anyway. In Germany there is a right to freedom of expression, of which I am definitely use. It really is sincerely meant.

Well, when the school was then, I also went to the bus. However, said some small Drecksblagen play with bird apples need to infantry. For those who know it not: Bird Apples are the hard, yellow apples that grow on bushes. And I mean no quinces. Anyway, I found it not at all well, when I met one of these apples at the top. I have remained so to a stop and got me bent over for the apple, I turned around and flung the thing then with unexpected force in the face of this asshole. He toppled over backwards with a bloody nose. I saw him then kicked and laughed and then I also went.

'm at home I then first the whole guild with my music annoying, but Velvet Revolver has just hear extremely loud. Those who claim otherwise, comes into the G. .. uh, is liquidated. Why do I revised this phrase just gas, I explain the same.

Tonight was then parents evening. It should be said that my class and German teacher is totally incompetent and the ultimate idiot to boot. I could avoid the spectacle that is impossible to leave and I'm gone. Finally, I'm gonna be the teacher's favorite asshole for everything, so I had the very reason to be anti-social there. But I was pleasantly surprised: The parents took it for me. They gave this idiot pretty scale, not too tight. I could then sit back and relax exceptional times and enjoy the show. Well, I then I found from two comments, which also caused general laughter, except for teachers stupid idiot. I certainly had a lot of fun for the whole and would probably still laugh tomorrow.

And now to my new initiative:

Thanks Crying Heavens I now have a funny idea. I'm going to open now, at this moment, the minority months. Each month I will mock another minority, as I have now been done months with the Third Reich. First target group will probably be the punks. Thank you for Nico, who is probably has so not thought of.

Oh yes, I love you. To satisfy itself is very cool:> smug

With regards,

Gig

Sunday, October 3, 2004

Places To Make House Blueprints For Free

I have a new pet: a little hangover.

Yes, I was yesterday so go out. If everything can be just fine, it was at some point, but first I had real problems to put away my knife.
We come to the farmer, since so Schmidt Weilerbach. Who da 'ne Disko, is called star club. Not really my surroundings, but I was damn it, I wanted to indulge in only the consumption of alcohol. In any case, my old lady and I briefly with a colleague, while the others are in the disco. We were soon back on the bitch club. All Far out, I wanted to come with my Ollen so pure. I wonder yet, whether before a crowd of rowdies of 5-6 man is pure. The guy said can not remember. K, well, too. I want to pay so when he asks how old I was then. I answered truthfully with Sixteen. As said, blah blah blah, narf too young. Since it occurred to me that the other then yes not in it could be. Well, we have then set next door to the restaurant and drink at the bar and played bingo. Eventually I was let outside and gaze at the entrance of the nightclub, as three four-year-old sluts with a cut to the pussy without having to pay. So I thought I was crazy. I am a friend to "My friend, thinks the penis for me." Had also an unsightly bulge in his pants. The Lord was mind beyond the forty. Then I asked what that should the pussies were not older than 15 As he said, would have been lucky. I then found that two of sixteen would be easier to digest than the headline, "fourteen-year-old in nightclub on ecstasy overdose croaked.". As he swallowed times quite ugly and it was also not at all really. But inside, he left us still do not. Well, I went into the adjoining restaurant, I got to the bar and set the Hofzofen (dt: operations) blasphemed about Mr. Penis Control. It seems that is to be known as children Ficker. I did not care. I had all the at the counter a lot of fun, got some Jgermeister free and busy bingo cards. Unfortunately, I have won nothing because we went just before the last number in "Nick's American Sports Bar. I also left there about 25 €, but I once used an alcohol excess. Sometime around three clock this morning I am come home dead drunk and have my mother's wake, just to tell her that I'm drunk. She found the not so funny, I got all the more. You could then half an hour listening to my comments regarding my drinking behavior.

Klaus has the genital herpes, the old sow. Today could be a gig

Saturday, October 2, 2004

Patrisia Navida Fotos

Hi-fi systems, peace and the body at breakfast

are in fact very satisfying day. Yesterday He was also agreeable to the evening tolerable, but now I have a full program and still have time to chill out a bit. First, I would
a good friend of your hi-fi system help from the 1312 to ship in her room and to install properly. The whole thing is a bit amusing.
I sit with my Ollen yesterday at the kitchen table smoking, cozy my SMART ™ Low-dump and count my money. We wanted to go in, just quickly eat and then enhance. Well, the plan was changed a little (to the dismay of my friend Will), as Vanessa called and told me that with the old system would have problems of their father. It would be no more of his tone. Then asked I know if the boxes were still connected. As already problem Numero Uno was that they were not. So I told her to join them yet. Could she not, because she knows her way with Hi-Fi is not so common good, and in this older system, she was then at the end of their stupid ability. So before I spoke fuzzy mouth I'm gone, surely even if my old lady previously necessarily had to have a child. Well, cheese bread.
When we were there I entered the house with the words: "Well, is where our patient. Vanessa took me to the operating room, pointing with patient "Technics". I pulled him away from the wall and started to create his back. The boxes were not actually connected, what seemed to me very strange, but happy about where the connections "SPEAKERS" stand. Well, I said nothing, and mounted the cheap speaker cable. In fact, this connection was completely out of fashion, although he actually has the best possible contact. Nja.
The music was then, however, still do not. I looked briefly at receiver, equalizer, CD player and tape deck, as I already saw the error: The input source could not but AUX tuner in it. I gave Vanessa a "moron!" and switched to AUX. Lo and behold, the plant was running. And as she ran. This thing has a really good bang, if one gets down to Equalizer and receiver to create:> The speakers are pretty crap though, but that is a) not my problem and b) not that hard to get two good old Yamaha.
I then got her so today promised to help. At one, I will be there. All right. Before I would
approve a long bath, read the "Critique of Cynical Reason" and I feel great.
Afterwards, I will probably make the preparations for this evening: making tip, get some money, great hair and disfigure his. Fucking.

And now I'm eating this terrible dead egg. Smells bad, tastes bad. Just as eggs taste nunmal. I hate the things in cooked form.

MfG
Friedrich Jews enemy

Friday, October 1, 2004

Holsten Low How Many Calories

I could still throw up.

Joa, I probably could. Although my stagnant Mood of the moment in a relatively tolerable stage, however, does not mean that I am still not annoy everyone and everything. At least I can today and tomorrow to go drinking. The fine is determined. Today I will drink myself dead with 3 liters of Jagermeister and tomorrow with 4 again. Or so.

I also got back what to write. Meanwhile, I dare to science fiction. Let's see how it is. Five sides are s till now, be's ten at least.

Nya, Fuck for world peace and because we get as opposed to all of Negroes in Africa is not AIDS:>

Gig