stagnant or drifting slowly to the pre-melancholy.
It's funny to see me here, sit there. I just sit on the chair, his hands in his lap (no jerk, not me!) And listen to Radiohead. After yesterday I had seen Twin Peaks, anyway it was all a bit strange. David Lynch is just great.
But the music and my mood not at all suitable for this really happy day. I smoke excessive than ever, can not calm myself sitting but also employ not really make sense. It is not this trivial boredom that fills me. Rather, emptiness, melancholy, almost. But I do not know why I should feel sorry for me. There is no reason. And yet I always drifting more to the depression, more by the minute. And I must now spend even more with my Ollen the day. Fate has chosen a very kackdreisterweise wrong day. On days I go people usually out of the way around and not endanger others. After Twin Peaks, I would be like if I had had a gun, took to the streets and would have shot people at random, I would not have been so very tired. But the confusion of the film continues.
see that my emotions totally blurred, not be consolidated, have no dividing line? I Dümpel dull moment in front of me. In the head by a thousand, then again a thought. No. I like those moments where I really think nothing. As soon as me but is conscious again, the time has also been destroyed.
God, this song is so nice way of viewers that you could cry. Or is it just in my state? I have not the slightest clue.
Ah, but I've also got a six in French. And it was on a, on a single damn point! How maich the upset. But when I write next week in the vocabulary test is a one, everything is cut and dried. For in the trendy Vokalbeltests I had until now only ones, even in French. It really is not that hard to learn something by heart.
I just hope that my mood is still improved. If it's only for my girlfriend.
The AF I will probably visit not so fast. First, since it is currently not on, and secondly because I did not feel like it. Dazers Forum is structured, it is devoid of any people there and the topics are adequate. Perhaps a few more members and everything is fine.
I also would call today or tomorrow or Philip to open him that he can expect in the next three weeks with me.
I do now closing times for the time being. The water in the bathtub spills almost over and I still want to do my hookah fit.
with indefinable regards, I
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